Anonymous asked: To be honest, I am glad. I think you are a good writer, but this story was not doing you justice :D It was good but just a bit boring, nothing much really happening in it. If that makes sense? :-) I can't wait to see what this new one will be about.
Aww Thankyou :)
I completely agree that it is boring, I was finding it boring to write to be fair. I guess that’s why I was struggling so much XD
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I have come to a complete block on this story :( Really don’t know where to take it next, I guess also because my friend started it off aswell, which makes it even more difficult. Since I just took it on.
So I am afraid I am going to abandon this one, but If I suddenly get any ideas or inspiration I will maybe come back to it.
But in the meantime I have a great idea (well I hope it is a great idea) for another storyline :)
Hopefully I should be able to take that one pretty far. I am excited about it :)
You can find it here, http://teachinghertolove.tumblr.com/
I will get writing and hopefully get the first chapter up either tonight or tomorrow night, as I have it pretty much mapped out in my head, just need to find time to write it down!
I just can’t think on what to write for the next chapter ;(
Have hit a block and I don’t know where to take the story next.
If anyone has any ideas then please let me know, they are more than welcome :D
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I woke up in Adam’s arms, I felt safe and warm again.
I felt so bad for how I treated Adam, leaving him like that without an explanation. He didn’t deserve to be treated like that.
I didn’t deserve to be taken back so easily. Did he really like me that much? I know I really liked him. But I was just so scared and confused seeing Lial, I just wanted to run and run.
It wasn’t until I had got home that I realized what I had done to poor Adam. I had been scared to call him, I was scared on what he would think of me. That’s why I was shocked but so glad when he called me.
I shuffled closer to Adam, burying my face underneath his chin into his neck. He smelled so nice, I felt myself relax even more.
I must have dozed of for again as when I woke a while later Adam was just getting dressed. He glanced up when he seen me stretch.
He jumped on the bed and crawled up over the top of me grinning down at me.
‘Good morning baby. How did you sleep?’
I felt his breath lightly tickle over my lips, his nose almost touched mine.
‘I haven’t had that good a sleep in ages.’ I smiled sweetly up at him as he smiled and stole a gentle kiss from my lips.
I then suddenly remembered that we were in Theo’s bed, Adam said he would just crash on the sofa. Unless he went back to a girls place.
I sat up quickly knocking Adam back a little. He laughed.
‘What’s the rush?’
‘Um, we’re in Theo’s house, what if he’s back and wanting through here?’
‘Don’t worry, he’s on the couch asleep. I seen him when I went to the bathroom.’
‘Will he mind?’
‘Nah he won’t. You worry too much.’
He ran his hand down the side of my face and tilted my chin up for another kiss.
‘I’m going to go through, you come through when you’re ready.’
With one last kiss he got up and went through to the living room. I climbed out of bed and got dressed quickly, I went through to the living room but I stopped at the door listening to their conversation.
‘So you have a girl here then? Is it that blonde I seen you with in the club?’
Adam had been with another girl, how could he? I thought he wanted me, why would he lie to me?
I rushed into the room staring at Adam.
‘You were with another girl.’
My voice was low and shaky, I tried to keep myself together but it wasn’t easy.
‘No Tina, I wasn’t. Well I was but nothing happened, she came on to me, but I didn’t let her. I pushed her away I promise you.’
I just stared at him blankly, unsure on what to do or say next.
He stood up and came over to me, winding his fingers around mine.
‘I promise you, nothing happened.’
His voice was so soothing and reassuring, I knew he was telling the truth, he had to be. I had panicked for no reason.
He pulled me close into a hug.
‘I would never do anything like that to you baby.’
‘I know. I’m sorry.’
Theo stood up and came over, he put his arms around us both and hugged into us. Adam looked at him with a confused face, I was a bit confused aswell. Theo was just smiling away.
‘Um, Theo… What are you doing?’ Adam asked him.
‘I’m joining in the love, what’s wrong with a three way hug?’
Adam and myself burst out laughing.
‘You’re still pissed mate, what time did you get back?’
‘About 5. I need my bed. Are you two done there yeah?’
‘Yep.’
‘Use didn’t do anything in it last night did you? There’s no mess on my sheets?’ Adam and myself burst out laughing once again.
‘No we didn’t, don’t worry.’ With that, Adam patted Theo on the shoulder and sent him to his bed.
I went through to the kitchen to get a drink, when I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist, then gentle kisses placed on my neck. I let my head fall to the side to give Adam more access, which he took gladly. He kissed all over my neck then slipped my top of my shoulder and gently nibbled on my shoulder.
He tilt my head round with his finger and placed his lips on mine, his tongue poked at my lips wanting access, I parted my mouth letting our tongues fight together.
His hand wandered up underneath my top brushing over my stomach and worked it’s way up to underneath my breasts.
‘Adam. We can’t.’ I mumbled over his lips.
‘Why not?’ He kept kissing me and lightly ran his fingers just underneath my bra.
‘Theo is just in the other room, what if he’ I’m cut short as Adam put his fingers up to my lips.
‘Shh. He won’t, trust me. He is zonked out for the day.’
His lips crushed against mine again hastily. I tugged at his shirt and made short work of getting it off, in return he got my top off.
He stopped and glanced to the side and looked back at me with a big smirk on his face. I followed his gaze to what he was looking at. My stomach leapt as I realized what he was planning.
He lifted me up and took me over towards the washing machine which was on full spin. He gently placed me on the side of it, the vibrations from the machine already making my mind shut down.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me, his hands sneaked down my body and he took of my trousers and pants, with a bit of my help.
I didn’t even notice when he had discarded his own trousers and boxers, I wasn’t really caring at that point anyway.
He pulled me closer to the side of the machine and I wrapped my legs around him pulling him as close as possible. Then he slipped his length inside me, we both moaned and groaned, the vibrations the machine was giving us added to the pleasure.
Then suddenly he lifted himself up onto the machine knocking me down onto my back. We were both completely on the machine as it vibrated away underneath us.
He thrust down deep inside of me hitting the right spot over and over again. It wasn’t long before I contracted around him, I felt him start to pulse inside of me. I nibbled on his neck as I clung onto him with my limbs as we then both exploded together.
Once he spilled himself inside me, he collapsed on top of me. My body felt like it was crushed but I didn’t care, I kept my arms and legs wrapped around him.
He moved his head and looked up at me, he looked so adorable. I smoothed my hand through his hair.
‘Am I crushing you?’
‘A little. But I don’t mind.’ I laughed.
‘Sorry baby.’
He lifted himself up of me and stumbled a little as his feet hit the floor.
‘Shit these tiles are cold.’
I laughed as he jamp back up on the washing machine, sitting on the edge. I wrapped my arms around him and leant my head on his shoulder.
‘So what are we doing today?’
Adam pulled me around onto his lap and kissed my nose.
‘Today, I am taking you for dinner, then we are going to go on the London eye. So we better get dressed.’
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The days passed and there was nothing from Tina, I wanted to call her so badly but she said she would call me and I didn’t want to make things worse.
But then one afternoon I couldn’t take it any longer, I needed to hear from her, at least hear her voice.
I decided to call her. To my surprise she answered pretty quickly, she sounded really down though.
‘Hi Adam. I’m really sorry I haven’t called you…’
‘It’s ok. Look, about the other day, if I done something to upset you, I am truly sorry. Please give me a chance to make it up to you, I’
‘Adam. Stop. It’s not you, honestly. It’s me, I was stupid, I’m the one that’s sorry. Look, I’m going to London next week.. My auntie has invited me down for a few days. I was wondering if we could meet up? Give me a chance to explain.’
‘Yes! Of course, I was thinking on going down there for a few days anyway.’
My voice was excited, I was excited. I needed to see her again, she was like a drug. I was also tempted to ask whether she wanted to stay with me if I booked us into a hotel, but I wasn’t sure on her reasons or what she wanted to explain so I thought I would just leave it.
‘Ok… I will give you a text when I arrive. See you soon.’
Then she hung up. I was very excited, but then I got brought back down to earth as I realized, what if she wanted to brake it of with me properly?
She was really weird on the phone. My heart felt heavy, I wasn’t sure what to think anymore. Only time would tell.
I called Theo, to check whether I could stay at his for a few nights when I was down. He owed me anyway, he was always crashing at mine.
I also explained to him briefly about what had happened with Tina, he couldn’t speak for long though as he was going out. As usual.
I was going to go down to London a day earlier than Tina, so I could speak to Theo and get some advice on what he though of the situation. I dreaded to think what he would say though. He always warned me about getting to emotionally attached to a girl, but with Tina, I just couldn’t help it.
.
I knocked on the door, and Theo answered, he must have had a late night as he was just in his boxers and his hair was a mess. He never went anywhere without combing it, but he knew it was just me.
‘Hi mate, come in. Excuse the mess.’
His house looked as though a bomb had hit it, empty alcohol bottles were everywhere, food all over the floor and lots of jackets and forgotten clothes lying around.
‘I’m guessing you had some wild party here last night then?’
‘Yeah. Most people have just left, but they forgot half their stuff. Idiots.’
‘You would be the same if you didn’ live here, in fact you would have left your brains if they weren’t intact.’
‘Yeah, thanks for that. At least I have brains, what the hell is going on between you and Tina?’
I sighed and plopped down on his sofa, shuffling an empty beer bottle out of my way.
‘I don’t know. I don’t know what I done wrong, one minute we were happy and laughing, then she went to the shop to get stuff to make us dinner. Then she came back, and just left. She looked scared and I don’t know.’
‘That’s a bit weird. Does she know anyone else who lives in Manchester?’
‘Not that I know of.. She never said.’
‘Hmm. You didn’t do anything wrong before she left did you?’
‘Again, not that I know of.’
‘Maybe that’s your problem then.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Well, why didn’t you go with her? Usually girls love it when their guys take them to the shop or whatever, keep them company and warm if it’s cold.’
‘I offered but she was having none of it, she wanted the dinner to be a surprise.’
‘Hmm. Strange. Maybe she expected you to man up more, take charge and not take no for an answer.’
‘What on earth do you mean now?’
‘Well some girls like their man to take control sometimes.’
‘Theo. It was just the bloody shop she was going to, not the other side of the world.’
‘I guess. Well to be honest, I don’t know. A girls mind work in mysterious ways.’
‘It certainly does.’
‘Why are you so bothered about Tina anyway?’
‘I don’t know, there’s just something about her. She’s not like any other girl Theo.’
‘Oh my god, you love her don’t you?’
I looked at him, unsure on what to say. Did I love her? We didn’t know eachother for that long. Was it possible?
‘You so do. Aww little Anderson all loved up.’
‘Little? What are you on man? You still drunk?’
‘Pf. No, just trying to help my best buddy out.’
He patted me on the shoulder and wondered of through the house.
I just stared after him, he definitely had a girl last night, or he wouldn’t be in this chirpy mood today with a hangover.
I grabbed the remote which was all sticky, I dreaded to think what it was. I flicked the TV on as something to do while I waited on Theo.
He took at least an hour before he re appeared, he had gotten dressed and his hair was slicked back and combed.
‘Right, let’s go.’
‘Where?’
‘Out. Let’s hit a few clubs, drink our worries away. Tomorrow will be here before you know it.’
‘But it’s only 4 in the afternoon, and don’t you need to recover?’
‘Recover shmover. The best cure for a hangover is more alcohol, so let’s go.’
He grabbed my arm and pulled me up to my feet. I guess he was right, it would help to pass the time and might help me forget about my worries for a bit.
We got into the second club of the night, we were both intoxicated with alcohol, my mind was swimming with everything that had went on the past few days. Theo kept saying I just needed more to forget about it.
But I couldn’t stop thinking about her.
Theo was pissed and on the dance floor dancing, he kept trying to get me to go up aswell but I can’t dance.
I then felt a hand grab my ass. I jumped and spun around to see a tall blonde smirking away at me. She leaned closer to me, I felt her warm breath on my ear.
‘Hello there handsome, what’s your name?’
‘Adam.’
‘Well Adam, do you live around here? Or have a hotel booked?’
I realized she was hitting on me, no way I could cope with this. I wasn’t in the mood at all.
‘No. I don’t.’
‘You’re not very talkative are you? I like that in a guy. Why don’t we find somewhere more private?’
By now she was stood right on front of me, she was the same height as me and her lips were close to mine. Her hand was resting gently on my crotch. I held my breath and gently moved her back.
‘No thanks.’
‘Oh come on you stud. You know you want a piece of me.’
She then grabbed my length through my trousers, it of course reacted slightly from contact, but I still urged her away. I moved her back even more, her hands reached out to me again but I gripped her wrists.
‘Stop. I am not interested in sluts like you. Go find someone else.’
She gasped and walked away. I knew it was harsh, but sometimes that’s the only way you could get rid of over confident drunk women. By insulting them.
Besides I was not in the mood at all. I just wanted one girl. My Tina.
Whether I would get her back or not, I didn’t know. I would have to wait until tomorrow.
But right now tomorrow seemed a long way away. Theo had two girls all over him, one in each arm. I wasn’t in the mood to be here.
I downed the last of my drink and decided to head out of the club back to Theo’s. Maybe if I could get some sleep it would help.
As I stepped out to the cold night I seen a back walking up the road with someone else. I would recognize that back anywhere.
‘Tina!’
I called out, she stopped and turned around, right enough it was Tina. She was with an older woman, I presumed to be her aunt. She had a suitcase aswell, she had obviously just arrived.
I jogged to catch up with her, stumbling a little bit from the alcohol.
I stopped on front of her, she smiled at me, her eyes looked warm and welcoming again, just like the Tina I knew. There was no fear or confusion in her eyes either.
I decided to take a chance, I wanted to hold her more than anything. I had done for days.
I reached out and wrapped my arms tightly around her. To my relief she hugged me back tightly.
I breathed in her smell, making sure I would never forget it.
‘Adam. you’re crushing me.’ She laughed. Oh how I missed her laugh.
It was then I realized that Theo was right, I was in love with her. I missed all these little things, even though it was still early in our relationship.
‘Sorry… I’m just so happy to see you. How are you?’
‘I’m fine. Adam. I’m really really sorry for leaving you like that. I shouldn’t have, I don’t know what came over me. Will you ever forgive me?’
‘Of course I will Tina, but please sweetheart, tell me why?’
‘I will go and leave you two to it.’
Her Aunt spoke, I forgot she was there. Tina quickly introduced us and then her Aunt left.
Tina shivered a little. I rubbed her arms and opened my jacket up and pulled her under with me. She smiled and hugged into me.
‘Come on, let’s go back to Theo’s where it’s warm. I’m staying there.’
She didn’t object, this was good. There was something wrong and she would tell me when we got to Theo’s. I just hoped it wasn’t something I had done, but if it was, I would fix it and make sure not to make the same mistake again.
We got to Theo’s and I got us both a drink, we sat down on the sofa.
‘So, what happened? Did I hurt you or do something wrong?’
‘No Adam you didn’t, you could never hurt me. It was me, well… When I got to the shop, I got everything and was searching for wine when I saw… I saw.’
She looked down, her eyes started to water.
‘It was Lial.’
‘Who’s Lial?’
‘The guy… The one I told you about. Who used me.’
She spoke quietly, I felt rage build up inside me. I was the one shaking now but it was from anger not fear.
I pulled her close to me again and smoothed my hand down her back.
‘What was he doing there? What did he want?’
‘He said he moved to Manchester a year ago. He, tried to get me again, saying he had changed and that I should have went back to his place with him. I freaked out and ran back to yours.’
‘Why didn’t you just tell me that night?’
‘I don’t know. I wasn’t thinking straight, I was so scared, all the memories just came back to me of that night. I didn’t know what to do. I panicked. I needed to get away from Manchester, where he was. I’ve never been able to trust a man since him, but I should have been able to tell you. I trust you.’
She then burst out crying. But from guilt.
‘I am so sorry. I should have just told you, or something. Leaving you like that. You must have thought I was such bitch.’
‘Please don’t cry. I don’t think you were a bitch, I knew there must have been something wrong. Although, I did think it was something I had done. I just wish you had told me that night before you left. I shouldn’t have left you to go to the shop on your own.’
‘Don’t start blaming yourself, please. I told you to stay.’
‘I know you did, but still. But does this mean I have my Tina back?’ I nuzzled her cheek with my nose making her giggle.
‘You never lost me. I was just stupid. I felt like I needed to get out of Manchester, away from where he was.’
‘I understand. Don’t worry. The main thing is you’ve told me, and we’re together again.’
I stroked her hair which I knew she loved.
‘How long are you here for?’
‘3 nights. What about you?’
‘I don’t know, however long Theo will let me stay. No doubt 3 nights aswell.’
‘Will you show me the sights of London?’
‘Of course, I already know exactly where I will take you.’
‘Where?’
‘Now that would be telling, wait and see my dear.’
She looked at me questioningly but I just tapped her nose playfully.
I was so happy I had my Tina back. It was just a blip, I still wish she had told me, but I guess if she has never really been in a relationship before she won’t know how to act or trust completely yet.
‘Though, will you promise me one thing?’
‘Anything.’
‘Just speak to me next time, tell me when things are wrong. Ok?’
She smiled and placed her hand on my cheek which made my skin tingle.
‘I promise.’
happilywasted asked: This is a really good story, and I love the fact that it's about Adam. :) He was so cute in that last chapter, hope he gets happy soon again. Can't wait to see what'll happen next! :D xx
Thankyou so much :D
Yes, I love Adam, I had to write it about him XD
We shall see (;
xxx
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I sat and carried on watching tv for a little while longer, then I got restless. I realized even though she had just been gone ten minutes, I missed her already. But she would be back soon to make something delicious i’m sure.
I was pretty hungry, my stomach started to rumble. I hadn’t had many people cook something for me before, I usually just had microwave meals or takeaways. I was a useless cook. But perhaps I could learn.
The minutes started to pass, I knew she was a grown woman, but I couldn’t help but worry. She had never been in Manchester before, it could be pretty rough at times. But surely not through the day. This area was usually pretty calm aswell, well I had lived here for years and hadn’t seen anything bad happen.
But, she was a beautiful girl… What if someone did try to get to her? Or try it on with her? With, my girl.
My mind started to run away with me as it often did, I started to think the worst, I grabbed my coat and quickly put on my boots and ran downstairs.
I flung the door open and to my shock Tina was there just away to come inside. I accidentally bashed into her almost knocking her flying. But I grabbed her before she had a chance to fall over.
‘Shit, sorry Tina. I was just away to come look for you, are you ok?’
Her eyes were red, it was easy to spot that she had been crying. I smoothed my thumb over her cheek but she just pulled away from me and walked inside.
‘Tina?’
‘I’m sorry Adam. I have to go home.’
‘What? Why? What happened?’
I was confused, I thought she was staying for another two nights. What had happened?
I rushed upstairs after her, she was already in the bedroom packing her suitcase.
‘Tina, please speak to me, Have I done something wrong?’
‘No, you haven’t… I just. I’m needed at home. I’m sorry.’
Her voice was quiet and so delicate.
I didn’t know what to do, I sat down on the edge of the bed watching her, I wanted to just grab her and not let her go.
She zipped up her suitcase and walked out of the bedroom towards the door, was she not even going to say goodbye to me?
I went after her quickly, I grabbed her arm pulling her back to me.
‘Tina. Please don’t go like this.’
She looked up into my eyes, her eyes were full of sadness and she looked scared.
Why should she be scared? Did I scare her? Before she left to go to the shop she was so happy and we were laughing. What went wrong?
‘At least let me walk you to the train.’ My voice was quiet now, and close to breaking.
I had to try and keep myself together.
We walked in silence to the train station, I wasn’t even sure whether to hold her hand or not. She was very jumpy, looking around herself almost every second.
The only words that were spoken as she got on the train was ‘I’m sorry’ and ‘I’ll call you.’
Then that was it, she got on the train and left. Just like that.
I slumped back to my house, I couldn’t hold back a tear that trickled down my cheek.
I thought we had something, I thought she liked me as much as I liked her.
Something must have happened when she went out to the shop, did she see someone else who made her change her mind about me?
Or was it me?
Is this the end of a love that has just begun?
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I know which direction I’m going in now, the way I’m doing this next few chapters, means I think I should post the next chapter now, it is very very short.
But I need to post it separate, for suspense. Also so it makes more sense (;
Will post it just now, then try and get the next one up in a few days time :D
Anonymous asked: i love your story (: when are you posting a new chapter?
Firstly, thankyou :D
Secondly, I have about half of the next chapter written, but I am really not sure if I like it or not… Sooo it might be another day or two, so I can fix it and rewrite part of it, I am sorry.
I will try and get it posted as soon as I can.
Anonymous asked: ohmygod the beginning was so brilliant! I haven't laughed like that over a fanfic in ages! :D -FFT
Haha thank you XD
I could not resist it :D
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